December Blues

Decided to pen down some thoughts just a few days before my birthday.

December used to be a festive of joy and celebrations with 18th (wedding dinner anniversary), 19th (my birthday), 24th (our love anniversary), 25th (xmas), 26th (my mum's birthday) & 31st (new year eve). But this year, somehow the jolly mood has faded. Is it cause I could no longer afford to be a santa? Never had i realized how much love and joy I would feel by bringing happiness to others. It's somehow different from receiving. Being appreciated brings more happiness to me and I kinda miss that feeling.

Nonetheless, they say the simplest pleasures brings the best memories.

Praying for a love filled 2014.